Ultrasystole

Ultrasystole is the part of me that comes out of a bubble that I have created over the years. It is a strange feeling and I feel agitated. My heart is beating fast because I am very anxious. Life is difficult. I'm in a wood and a moment later I'm back in the bubble. My hands are green, because it's the color of a monster but that doesn't really exist: It is my brain that created a reality and trapped me in it. I'd like to go out, but I can't.